Good Morning Peeps!
This morning my morning thoughts are more like morning meets afternoon thoughts! Since I haven't written in a few days because of my surgery and the challenges of being alert enough to type....well you might say I was forced to take a little break. Still....today I am determined to write something! Believe it or not...I was still up pretty early this morning and caught the cool breeze and perfect temps that come with the early morning sunrise. Along with having my Hazelnut coffee....I enjoyed every second of breathing in the morning air. So...yes I spent some time sitting outside. Normaly I would be a ray of sunshine full of energy, but here lately I have been like a ray of sunshine moving easy with the wind as it would blow through the trees.
To say the least....I was moving slow! Mostly because of the surgery and the meds I am on. It sure does change everything.....I mean everything! One being my guitar and music...for the moment I can't even pick up my guitar. So this just opens the door for me to work on a different way to create music that I normally would do........ Challenges are good....best case scenario I will discover something new and wonderful I never would have thought of in the first place. Second is I'm Haven bound with a lot of time on my hands and limitations....so I find myself feeling anxious and totally out of my comfort zone. So.....here I go rediscovering some new things about myself and growing yet again in a different way! I suppose that we all life altering moments that show up out of no where, but these moments are opportunities to grow.....even if at the moment things seem still and motionless. It's not true....I know that my mind is still moving, my will is still moving, and my heart is still beating, and that I ma going to gain a whole new insight on my Life, with the people I know and love, and also with who I am as a person.
I can't say that I like being limited, but it in a scense slows me down and helps me to gain some positive insight of my Life in a whole new light.
I think that one of the insights I have gained so far is how many people who care about me as a person, as a songwriter, as friend, as family, and as a co worker......reached out to me while I was undergoing a very scarey physical moment where my Life outcome could have gone easily one way or another. The encouragement and support of each person poured in like an endless water fall filling up the pool to my heart. I found myself floored and blessed beyond words. I have to thank everyone for the light and love that was sent to me then and still being sent to me now as I begin my healing Journey.
Peeps....yes even at times like this.....Silver Linings exist in every little thing and in every person. I'm a witness to each one and grateful to have been able to receive each one as they poured in and helped to boost my cup of motivation and shined a light on my perception so I could see beyond the walls of challenges I was and will be facing!
Peeps have an awesome Thursday and remember that Silver Linings are everywhere and in everyone! Until next time.....I will catch you on the flipside!
Tonya Noga